Obessing about food

The more I track my food, the more I think about it. I watch my caloric totals go up and up. Some days I'm within my goal (around 1700 in order to lose weight) and then some days it's 2500. Like today. Sometimes it seems like being stuck in studio until 2am can actually help me, because I'm not 10 steps away from a fully stocked fridge. The more I think about food, the more I think more about it.